life sucks but thats all right im gonna make it dead or alive fuck you and fuck this whole damn world
i hate liven out each day i just wanna gat out of this place but the door to heavens been slammed in my face

i feel like im starting my life fresh and new i feel like a completly new person with no issues at all i am flying with my wings spred open there are no demons to hold me back no deppression and now ill content i am finnaly free and where i want to be i feel like a great switch has been turned on i am alive i am nolonger bound in chains and i am finnaly happy with who i am my dream has come true and i will not let any one take that away and it is all thanks to my FATHER, father thankyou for the new life you have given mye and i know it was all part of your divine plan i give you my life father and you do with it what you plese i will do your will because your will father is for the good of the world and i will make a difference father i love you and i will allways love you thank you

i think this is the end of our story together?
but may our poetry forever intertwine us.
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i have let go. they say the best way to show your love for someone is to let go and if they come back they were allways your but if they dont they never were.
well that stands true amongst friends. ant truly if the end is now let me end it in a frindly way than you with an unkind work. plese forgive me father for giving up. i did not give up i let go of a thing that was holding me back i now have wings to soar. and father i will soar i will make the best relationship i have stronger at the cost of another but if that must be that must be. i love all my friends and i cry at night for each and every one of them but it feels so good to finnaly fly. so i will soar thru the gates of heaven and land in the hands of your love my father. for i am nolonger alone in my fight.

thankyou to every one who prayed and hoped and asked and cared and listined

our prayers and hopes have been answered

shes back shes at my house right now and i will show her all her love

from tarrf-the-black-one

plese if you reposted my other journal plese repost this one

thank you god and thank you every one else

yet again someones life hangs in the balence quite literally this time

yana needs us all now more than ever
we all need to pray for her with every free breath
we need our prayers to be herd so we must all pray

yana attemped suicide

she took pills
and she needs everything weve got to get her out this time
shes in the hospital
shes doing better now they pumped her stomach and calmed the seizures some
after she gets out of the hospital her parents are trying to get her in te best tretment center
but she needs a support group and a big one
even if she wont read this journal she needs to know through our prayers that she is loved and people do care about her

if you care at all about her and want to help plese repost this in your journal to spread the news
plese plese plese