fuck it alli hate liven out each day i just wanna gat out of this place but the door to heavens been slammed in my face
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im dying inside and outim dying insideim dying inside and out
im so depressed no reason beside my mortal digress
my depression it hurts both inside and out i can not find the words my hearts full of doubt
my depression is making me sick
cant you see my body is trying to quit it cant be
theres no reason to cry but i cry nonethe less theres no reason to die but ill die full of stress
im getting sicker and sicker look here cant you see my lifes going quicker and quicker its now choking me
i really do care
but i dont gife a crap &
by ~Tarrf-The-Black-One
I MISS HERI miss herI MISS HER
i do
im so sad
its true
i can not belive
what she has done i can not breath my hearts gone numb
my best of friends
my secret keeper my helping hands my greatest feature
a shoulder to cry on a smile when im sad a girl to rely on although ive been bad
shes the softest pillow
when i am tired shes just like a willow wise and inspired
I miss her
i do
im so sad
its true
i can not belive
what she has done i can not breath my hea
by ~Tarrf-The-Black-One
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im sorry againi did it again i know but i dont listen but no matter what ill turn colder and ill live with out them cuz im alone when i cry and i cry this time cuz i pushed them away so of course ill be alone cuz everything i touch falls apart i dont have freinds cuz i only hurt them but theyre with me in my dreams but thats all cuz before they fall itll all be said and done and ill be gone i cant leave them im sorry ill hurt you until you get rid of me so cruh me already end it already its the only wayim sorry again
by ~kabutos-angel
hidinghow am i supposed to feel if evrything i am isnt real how am i supposed to keep going when i cant stop i cant breath and i cant stop hidinghiding
i cant stop hiding and i dont want to so tell me where i belong cuz my life is nothing without you and i cant stop hiding cuz i feel like my world has fallen and my sky is gone but it wont matter cuz all i feel when im hiding
i dont know how to belong how to stop my hiding i cant keep going if im hiding
why why do i hide cuz im sca
by ~kabutos-angel
dont let godont let me go watch me as i fall open up your eyes as you see the heart of me and my world fade away and die like the angel thats fallen to helldont let go
watch me as i fall and do nothing at all to save me from my own mistakes watch me die its the heart of who i am
dont let me go i dont want to be the sacrifice open your eyes and hear my cries
ill face it its the heart of who i am ill fade away now watch as my world takes the blame for the mistakes of a mortal
watch as i fade
by ~kabutos-angel
nightmareyou watch as i change i feel this hate for you and i feel my world start to spin and fall but you dont reach out you dont even try you dont have a face but niether do i you have no name but i do so who are you and why wont you save me or did you put me here and why why ami being tortured so when i only want to live i continue to spin and sink but you still dont even call out so why are you here will you wtch me die or will it go on forever am i in hell no ive been there this is worse no reasons no ansnightmare
by ~kabutos-angel
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- Current Residence: hell doorstep
- Interests: death
- Favourite band or musician: gunns and roses
- Favourite genre of music: rock
- Favourite poet or writer: edgar allen poe
- Operating System: vista
- Personal Quote: love me i will cry hate me i will cry fear me i will cry kill me i will laugh and be at peace
- Email: tarrf_black@yahoo.com
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pain ive never felt before i feel as if my life is spiriling out f control and theres no way to stop
i cant sleep because whenever i close my eyes i have nightmares
some one plese note me i need to talk and if you have my number plese call at any time on my cell phone if possible plese
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